My son, my five year old, is in love with water colors.
He sits at his little table, blank page before him, and carefully swirls his brush in the water dish like a chef carefully mixing the batter that will be baked into something good.
And then he dips it in his desired color, the edges of the paint container stained with a menagerie of other colors, and goes to town.
A swish. A splash. A dot. It’s kind of like what I imagine watching Jackson Pollock paint would be like, but he does it with his tongue out, concentrating. He’s intense.
And then, poof, it’s done.
And I peer down on his page, and he’s only made a small dent on the white space, sometimes no bigger than three nickels worth of area. And yet, “I’m done!” is his proud pronouncement.
And onto the stack it goes. A fresh sheet of paper comes out, and creation begins again.
I’m consistently impressed with how much he lets the canvas speak around the paint. Or, perhaps, it’s how loudly he lets a little paint speak for itself amidst the blank space surrounding it.
And I can’t tell if it’s because I’m his father or because there’s actually something there, but I think it’s stunning. And not just the art, but the whole process.
The careful attention to detail. Knowing when something is done, even when it doesn’t “look done” to any other eye. Not being concerned that the paints bleed together, imagining that this kind of blending and imperfection is part of the process.
Watching him paint is a study in what it means to be OK with what you produce in life. To call it quits when you’re done. To not worry about the details, or even the critics, and let something be fully itself.
It’s a study in both minimalism and maximum attention. He’s not interested in filling the canvas. His concern is to watch and see when it’s completed. This is at odds with so much in our world today that encourages us to pack every. damn. moment. full of meaning and activity and productivity.
But sometimes the canvas can speak.
A calendar full of unmarked space is not the marks of a boring life.
A few strokes of color are sometimes all that you need to be full.